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Wednesday, 05 November 2008

  • Consider this an edit.

    So the thing I have about names? Turns out my pseudo-special-someone does, too.

    Only I have his ex's name. Both first and middle.

    It's sad because I know how much he's hurting from that last relationship, and I know that my name makes him think of her, but I want so badly for him to associate my name with me, and for that to be a good thing.

    End moody entry.

Tuesday, 28 October 2008

  • "Say my name, say my name"

    I have a huge things for names.

    I absolutely love it when the guy I care about says my name. It literally sends chills down my spine- it's all he needs to say sometimes, and I'm his.

    I also have a strong connection to his name, as well. Whenever I hear my guy's name, I just get excited. My heart skips a beat, and I secretly hope that he's there. Just hearing his name makes me remember how much I care for him, what I love about him, and how much I want to be with him. Unfortunately, this sticks around after the relationship (even if it was just a crush) is over. I'm not sure I ever completely get over it- whenever I hear his name, I'll still think about him, even if it's about someone else.

    Do you feel this way about any particular name? How do you react when you hear it?

Sunday, 19 October 2008

  • Dear Good Guy,

    I'm sorry that I've neglected you in the past. You didn't deserve it.

    You've been good to me since the beginning: listening, understanding, caring, and kind. I didn't know how good I had it until I realized that I couldn't have it anymore.

    You've made me realize who good men are, and what true men can be.

    Someday, I hope I find someone just like you.

    With love,

    The One That Let You Get Away

Sunday, 12 October 2008

  • Manipulation

    It's quite possible the worst feeling ever- to have found out that you were manipulated by someone you trust.

    It's the worst possible form of betrayal, because not only does the person that you care for betray you, you end up betraying yourself and your standards. Often times you don't or can't see it happen, but you know looking back what a mess it is and how much it hurts.

    Have you ever felt manipulated in a relationship? What did you do about it?

Friday, 10 October 2008

  • I'm not fickle! I'm just indecisive.

    Boy who declared his feelings for me and I have been on curious terms for the past week or so.

    He has been incredibly patient with me as I battle with myself in which course of action to take. I've tried to be as honest with him as possible, which has both helped and hindered the process. We've talked for hours at a time about our relationship, all the while I'm fighting an internal war with my conscience. After vacillating for a good 29 minutes, I'll be entirely convinced that we should be together for one whole minute. Then logic comes in, and I second guess myself for another 29 minutes only to conclude that we're better off leaving this alone.

    There's so much more going into this than I care to elaborate, but for privacy's sake I won't. I hate keeping him in "suspense" (as he says), but I honestly cannot claim to have the faintest notion of what to do.

    My question for you then, dear readers, is what would you do in my situation? Is there any way that you've found helps to make tough decisions?

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